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Diecast - To Thine Self |
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There're these people in my school, a lot of them, who act all depressed and stuff. For example, some cut themselves. They scratch their arms with razors and stuff. I think these people are total assheads. First off, if you're gonna kill yourself, just do it already. This world is overly crowded with morons anyway, so do us all a favor. Second, they have to worst reasons for doing it. Some say, "If I control my pain it's not as bad." Others say, "I hate myself." Still others blame it on their "problems." And all of them say things like, "Oh, I'm such a screw up," because of what they do. Okay, if you know you're being an idiot, STOP IT.
You hate yourself 'cause you're an idiot. If you hate yourself, change what you hate about yourself, so that you're happy with who you are. Cutting yourself isn't going to solve ANY of your problems. Instead of trying to kill yourself because of all your terrible problems, why don't you DO something about them? Oh no, unheard of. And, hello, scracthing yourself isn't exactly controlling your pain. Want to control your pain? Buy some Novacaine. And what pain are you going through anyway? You're fifteen years old, you fart monger! What happened? Your boyfriend broke up with you? That's 'cause your a flaming psycho who cuts yourself! Family problems? I've got them too, probably a lot more than you do. "My mom won't let me go to that concert, oh, I hate her so much. I'm so mad I could... I could put a cold piece of metal to my pale skin and make myself bleed to 'release the pain!'" Oh yes, HUGE problems, right?
And it isn't even as any of them are actually depressed. It's like a fad at my school. One person came to school, clinically depressed, and the next day, everyone was acting like they had mental problems. HELLO! Mental problems are not a good thing. You don't want to be depressed. It's not fun. You just want attention, you dramatic idiot. If you want attention and want to act like a psycho, don't act depressed. No one will notice you. You're insignificant like that. At least have some personality, really. Scream randomly. Stab people. Do ANYTHING. Really, cutting yourself doesn't do a damn thing. It's a stupid thing to do. Does it solve anything? No. Does it make you more likeable? No. Does it make you happier? No. Does it make you smarter? No. Is it healthy? No. Is it fun? Maybe for the clinically insane. About the only thing it does is gives you scars and gives you more "problems" to whine about. Shut up. If you're acting like a psycho and wondering why nobody likes you, it's 'cause you're depressing and boring and no fun and you cry too much and you talk about suicide all the time and draw pictures of razor blades in your notes. Stupid. Do something productive with your time. Nobody cares about your terrible life, so why don't you start caring about your own, and make it better?
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